disappointment

Sigh, so we are forced/ compelled/ simply assigned the 9:30 christmas mass AGAIN!!!!!
So who makes all this decisions???

It doesn't matter.
We'll still do whatever we are going to do, the way we are going to do
be it midnight or 9:30pm.
As if it matters to God.

hmmm....
You'll get to do it next year, that's what they said and decided and think.

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Egos....
Well I do admit what it boils down to is egos.
I have my egos too.
Cow mummy has her ego.
And C, and Big J and Little J.

Going down the hierachy....the one with the biggest ego wins!

Anyway, seriously.
What I am really thinking is I need a sabatical.
You put it this year, I still get to play.
You put it next year, hmmmmm.....
Many things are up the air.

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Planning succession...
Using the garmen....young*** blueprint.

We try to involve the youths.
Get them to take charge.
Hey, while we are still around.
At least if they mess up....there is still the seniors around to guide.

Then one day the seniors are going to step back.
And take that step of
letting go....